went to the doc`s tis morning to get my eyes checked out again. thank God my clear vision is restored. well at least i don hafta strain my eyes reading puny lil words. but i still cant wear contacts. :( doc told me i could do lasik to correct my vision so i don hafta wear glasses again (i guess the doc could probably tell i don like wearing my glasses very much cos i look toot in them T_T) . so yes i would definitely consider lasik in the future cos i wont be able to wear my lens again. ever. but that`s in the future la. we`ll see how it goes. for now, i`m jus thankful that i can see again.

as for the not so good news, i dreamt of someone familiar last night. i haven dreamt of this person in a while, and i do not like to think/dream of him. i don noe why sometimes he jus appears in my mind. it`s an on and off thing. it comes and goes. i don take it too seriously cos it`s not suppose to matter to me anymore. but anyhows i don know why the dreamt last night affected me so much. it got me thinking the whole day and it jus aint pleasant. not that it was a nightmare. it was rather harmless actually considering nth much happened in the dream. all tat took place was that i thought i had to make a decision all over again. and it sucked. becos i felt comfortable and possibly happy in the dream, which is so wrong. it will NEVER ever happen and i will never feel that way again, not with him. i guess tts wat affects me. i don know why i felt comfortable in the dream. its not suppose to be like that. and it disturbs me cos the thought of wat happened back then, scares me. i don even wan to be anywhere near him. and yes if i could i`d say i don ever want to cross paths with him again. ever.

anyways, despite feeling crappy today, i headed out. and my am i glad i did. met up with alnie tonie and ru yuan to hang. they cheered me up oh so much. from the minute i met them to saying goodbye, i laughed so much my jaws ached and my tummy probably went down an inch. ^^ laughing is good and so are my beloved frens. :)

i`m off to get some rest now. gotta head to church early in the morning tmr and i don wanna look like a panda. i`m starting to get used to sleeping at 11-12ish (which is VERY good) and waking up at 7. so yup, i hope i don dream weird things again tonight. i jus want to rest. no dreams. gd nite.