been wanting to blog the past week, but i haven really had the time to. usually i`ll use the com only at work, cos by the time i`m home, the brother`s home too. so since the modem`s in his room, i cant use the internet. zzz so nowadays i dont come online at night anymore. oh wells.

some updates: my brother`s getting married in may. not the actual chinese dinner yet, only rom, but still it`s a big thing. he got his new place alr. damn fast la. but it wont be ready til 2010 or the year after tat. so he`ll still be around. =.= haha guess i`ll miss him when he moves out. i alr miss my sister so much! T_T

my sister came back from US last wed and i met her on friday for dinner. i was sooooo happy to see her!! ^_^ oh and the wedding photos are out from the photographer. i saw the photos yest and i think i look damn fat in them. T_T my bro-in-law made things better by saying that my arms are BIG and i put on weight compared to last time.

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i was super damn upset after that la. GAHHH.. i`m gonna haffta watch my diet damn carefully now. i`m gonna start eating fish/plain porridge like EVERY MEAL now. no more sinful, fattening stuff. :( and i tot my diet was ok. i don even snack in the afternoon pls!! T_T time to exercise. zzz

anyways, i`m super tired now. jus came back from work. i`m gonna shower and rest. no other updates for the moment. now that i`ve started working, life not so drama la. heh.

just saw sth on fb that pissed me off. i shall not comment further. i dont know what to say anymore.

SCREAMS.