because of the men around me, i will either

1. remain single for life

2. turn crook (HAHA, it MAY BE possible.)

3. go in and out of relationships

there is no number 4.

now i shall explain my pathetically limited options.

number 1. remain single for life. i`m not gg to remain single because of him. seeing how some relationships haf failed and even going thru one myself, i`ve lost trust in men and i don tink i would be able to trust someone so easily again. the men around me haf proven themselves to be untrustworthy, unreliable and not very lovable. so mayb it`s better for me to jus count on myself. i don need a guy to take care of me.

number 2. turn crook. hahaha.. let`s pray tat my aunt is not reading this. or i`ll get endless counselling sessions from her until i get a bf (preferably from church - to her) which i would prefer not to. yes. so coming back to the topic... girls are probably more trustworthy than guys and they definitely take love more seriously. ok fine SOME guys do. they`re either married or become priests.

number 3. go in and out of relationships. i guess this seems the most likely option for me to choose right? haha. WRONG! once bitten twice shy. i can get rather emotionally attached to someone i love. i don love someone very easily and i don stop loving someone tat easily either. yes. so this option is out.

to find a godly guy who loves me and who will stay faithful to me til death do us part, is almost nearly impossible. as i sed earlier, the good and faithful ones are either married or in heaven. haha.

conclusion: so my most likely option would be...

number 1! haha yes. i tink i might just stay single for life. rather sad. well i hope not. let`s jus pray tat there`s one unmarried ALIVE good looking godly faithful honest trustworthy guy who`s about my age who will love and cherish me for who i am. =)

hahaha. i don know why i blogged this entry. it was jus forming in my head so i decided to type it out. hahaa. ok i`m off to bed! btw i woke up at 830 last sunday. reached church at 1040! damn proud of myself. i din cab to church ok. i took the train and bus. ^_^ let`s hope i can do the same tmr. haha. picx coming up tmr. gd nite.