i was jus reading some of my past entries. i went thru my march 2006 entries, and i realised that i`m feeling the same way as i did this time last year. similar tings happened and i`m feeling it again, just tat it hurts more now... going through those entries jus made me think all over again. i`m so weak. weaker than i thought myself to be.

it`s more difficult than i thought.

i hope i`d be able to walk out of it soon.

i dreamt of mommy a few nights ago. can`t exactly rememeber wat it was, but i remember seeing her. i dreamt of my uncle jus now as well. he`s left us for coming 6 years now. i miss him alot. my mommy too. her first death anniversary is coming too... in another 2 weeks.. one year already. isn`t it fast? since she left us last year, so many things haf happened.. good or bad. i still can`t believe i lived for nearly one year without her in my life. sighs.

anyways, results are coming out tmr or thurs i think. i hope i do well this time.