i am freaking pissed and angry now. NOBODY BETTER PROVOKE ME NOW. I MEAN IT. everyone jus wan to freaking step on my toes these days. and apparently no one really shows they care anyway. mayb except hui chun. guess she's the only one i can count on. and also my number one. the rest uselesss. i`m damn angry and upset now. and I`M NOT FREAKING PMS-ING. i know myself. frealing idiots who borrow my stuff wifout asking can go shoot themselves, freaking eat their own poo and perhaps shit on themselves. yes, take my laptop and THROW MY STUFF ON THE FLOOR. GREAT. and no freaking thank u nth. forget it. wat can i expect from u, bitch. get out of my house. as if i don already haf enuff tings to stress about. seriously mayb i shld jus move out, since EVERYONE is driving me crazy here. no wait. SHE shld go. why shld i? it`s MY home hello. bitch. i`m so freaking angry tat i`ve lost all appetite. i`m not eating. well at least tat`ll help me lose weight? right.........

yea. so apparently no one cares.. no one has been calling me these days. if i din hafta play for pat's wedding tmr, i would`ve gone wif mich, ai li and even zanna to mos tonite. don wan to stay at home! and my poor sister is sick as well.. so tink i better stay home and keep an eye on her. *sighs* wish my mom was here, so then tings wouldn`t haf gotten so outta hand. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i`m so mad tat i feel lik SCREAMINGGGGGGGG NOW!!!! seriously. nvm.. guess i can call chun to screammm to. hahaha. yes. ok la fine. i gotta go do my pedicure now. mus look the nicest tmr. she`d BETTER NOT step on my toes anymore. bitch. i`ve changed my password. =) so doubt she can do much now. ok shall blog again on monday for tmr`s pictures. bye.