i`ve been so distracted at work today.. well not jus today, yesterday at church as well.. i don know la.. everyting`s jus not right. my mind is not where i am. sighs.. i woke up feeling very very tired. haven been getting enuff rest cos i`ve been waking up to cough at nite. my throat is swollen. i don feel pain anymore, prob cos its numb now. went to the docs jus now and i got anti biotics. she gave me mc again. its been a month since i`ve been sick. on and off, tis and tat. and to make tings better the haze. great. i`ll prob be sick for the rest of my life now. or i`ll prob die of lung cancer. or cancer anyways.

baq to today.. the only thing tat cheered me up was my supervisor came baq from hol and got all the girls beaded necklaces. haha. i was so happy to get one too! =) haha yes. and so finally 530 came and i headed down to my piano teacher's place.. had my lesson and then went home. haha. i prac my piano this week ok! ^_^ yups. anyhows, the clinic tat i go to was closed when i went down. how suay la. T_T got a tongue lashing from my dad abt my throat las nite alrady and it was a MUST to go to the docs todae. so no choice. i went to the next one ard there. then i wanted to cut my hair. and guess wat? the saloon wasnt open either. GREAT. everyting jus wan to go against me today. ok nvm. i told myself calm down. so i din blow up. until my dad called and nagged at me. oh wells. i know he means well. but everytings ok now. i`ve learnt to SHUT UP. haha. oh and the SURPRISING ting is he in scold me the past few days, except yesterday, for coughing. its lik a MIRACLE pls. everytime someone is sick in the hse, he'll nag and scold. but yes SURPRISINGLY he din scream at me.. he even offered me cough drops. =))) haha.

i jus took my medication and i`m off to bed. got a whole lot of picx to load, but i jus don haf the time to. i`m sick, tired and busy. i`ll load them soon ok? promise.. good nite everyone. love.

tomorrow will be a better day. i hope.