life's a bitch and it brings along wif it puppies. damn. how i agree wif whoever sed tis. argh. its late now. but i cant sleep. im always so tired thru the day.. but i cant seem to sleep when it's time to. i jus lay in bed tinking abt shit stuff. recently.. lik these few days.. tis week la. i've been a very angry person. i don know why. i get angry and flare up so easily. damn it. i tink dat bloody da yi ma is coming. stoopid woman. hurry come hurry go la. and tings are not exactly any better at home. they jus wanna add to my anger. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! las nite i got sooooooooo angry. so so soooooooooo mad. until i almost EXPLODED! but yes. thank God i din. i kept praying and asking God to help me to calm down. so yes i finally did. and i did manage to fall asleep. and then i dreamt of my mom.. cant rem exactly wat la. yea.. anyways. i hope tis anger in me will jus go away. its damn irritating. i hate to get angry. cos when i get angry, i frown. and i feel so hot inside. and when i frown, i get WRINKLES!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH.. so yes. i will TRY TO SMILE more.. heee..
anyways. tis morn i was angry AGAIN. there was some construction work ting under my block. and the workers were DRILLING at lik EIGHT IN THE MORNING!!!!!!! OMG. already i don haf enuff rest. and there they jus wan to wake me up wif all tat NOISE!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH. i swore i could've thrown a whole LORRY down on them!!!! so yes. i kept waking up and falling baq asleep. until lik 10. so i went for silly MA lecture at 12. sulking all the way.. as usual.. it was BORING. wats new. T_T BUT the great ting is.. i was EARLY!!!!!!! ok. or rather ON TIME. yes. oh yes. one FARNI ting. as i was walking into engine sch.. this guy. JUS WHY. we were walking towards each other lidat la. so when we were nearing each other.. he lik wanted to move away. and so he skipped a lil. did some farni hop la. lol. it was so farni. i was lik wat are u doing?!! waAHAHAHAA. i jus quickly walk away and lUFF! LOL. yes. so tat kinda cheered me up. yups. another GREAT ting. i went to lecture WITHOUT my notes. how smart rite. i din print any cos i tot han would print for us all. but apparently she din. =.= so yes. i jus sat in the lt and scibbled on azad's notes. hahaa..
so after lec, we celebrated nadiah's bdae.
HAPPY BDAY NADIAH!!! =)
haha. we bought her an ice cream cake from swensens.. it was jus YUMMY PLS. haha. ok i noe. its time to work out. ya ya ya. i'll get to it.. SOON. heeeeeeeeee. rite then. i went to meet yasmeen afterwards. we went to get xue and my puma bag. yes. ALL the way to CLEMENTI. long story. yups. watever. im happy. i haf a new bag! =))))))))) haha. then yas and me took a train down to raffles city to chill. met bhav a lil while b4 gg home. yups. tat was my day out. well. lets not talk abt home. ok. it's late. i tink i shld go to bed. well i hope i can sleep. seriously. i tink i ned sleeping pills. argh. ok la. gd nite. bb.
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