its been a long week... *sighs* exams are over and the hols are here.. but im not in the least bit happy. not being able to sleep at nite isnt really helping... alot of tings haf happened.... ok not really alot. jus ONE ting has happened. and tt's enuff to affected ME. oh wells.. its been really hard... very very hard. i had to do the hardest ting.

to let go.

to let go of someone i was dependent on.. another pillar of my life is gone... i knew it'll be hard. but i never tot it'd be THIS hard. *sighs* mayb its jus part of life... oh wells i gotta pick myself up and move on.. perhaps he already has... well.. mayb this is a time for me to lean and dependent on God and not on man..

chris, tim: thankx guys for jus coming out to dinner wif me yest.. meant alot.. shall hang out soon k. miss ya..

xue: hey babe. thankx for lending me ur shoulder and letting me stay over.. i know i can always count on u. anyways exams are over.. we so mus go swimming ok? miss ya babe. love. *muacks*

In Christ alone my hope is found

He is my light, my strength, my song

This Cornerstone, this solid ground

Firm through the fiercest drought and storm

What heights of love, what depths of peace

When fears are stilled, when strivings cease

My Comforter, my All in All

Here in the love of Christ I stand

i miss u...