was feeling kinda shitty this morn. thankx azad for asking.. so many things happen jus within these 2, 3 days. haix. i don know wat to do. im jus at a loss la.. this is too much for me to bear.. and im jus breaking down... jus why.. why must all these things happen now. and all at the same time?? my life is in a mess. im tired and worn out.. i don understand God. i know u haf a reason for this. but...

God u jus come and take control. do wat u tink shld be done. and pls haf this problem solved soon..

ok anyway.. back to where i stopped.. i went for lec this afternoon feeling not so alrite.. before lec saw three lil pigs. and julie told me tt my grp for tnt won!! haa. for the competition.. making the brouche thing!! ok la.. cheered me up a lil la.. then after lec.. ting ting came to me. she told me tt someone told ***** tt i lik him.. wth la!! then i was lik i don lik him already. then when he look at me i jus look away. bwahah.. jus why rite.. then guess wat she said. ^_^ she told me tt ***** said tt im sweet. haha. JUS wan to MAKE MY DAY CAN!?! haha. so happy la jus now.. when she said tt i iMMEDIATELY SMILED.. hahaa. adeline was lik sOOOO jealouS can?! hahaa.. nanny nanny poo poo. eh but i really wan to BOX dat idiot who told him tt i lik him la! ting tong la.. now lik if i see him then so pai seh. haha.. shy la.. bWAHAA.. haha.. then on da bus i met julian. haa. msged adeline. and guess wat. she was lik.. ure so lucky todae la!! if u make kong kong say tt to me u'll haf abalone to eat tmr. bwahah.. jus wan to make me um chio.. ^_^ hahaa.. but yea. im really happy yea.. though still a lil upset over wat happened at home. kinda contradicting.. but yea.. haa.. hope tmr wil be a better day..