haiz.. todae i'm very sad.. i checked tat moe website for my sch posting and it was not wat i expected.. haiz.. i got into ji la.. i so thought i would get into oi.. this is really disappointing.. everyone around me is telling me this is God's plan.. but i cant seem to feel horrible abt it.. until i read an e mail frm jil.. gosh.. i felt so bad for thinking of the things i had thought.. i wan to say sorry to God.. i haven been exactly gd too la.. this week.. i really hope that God will bring me closer to him during the camp..